That’s very true, I don’t think anyone could replace you and your ignorance. We could never replace our number one asshole.
I am not ignorant. I’m just… well I don’t actually know what I am. Being an asshole is the only thing I’ve ever done good.
I didn’t know where you were Scorpius! I didn’t know if you were okay. I needed you around, and you weren’t there. Being left behind sucks. Y ou left me behind. You can’t just do that to me, Scorpius. Come and go like that, it’s not fair. A letter would have been enough. At least I would know the reasons why you decided to bail out and would rest easy knowing that you were fine.
I wouldn’t be and you know that. I at least hope you do. I didn’t think. It just happened, I chose to be impulsive and I thought it wouldn’t be bad if I left. And I know the feeling, that’s why I feel like an absolute idiot for leaving you. I know. I’m just trying to make things easier.
Why wouldn’t I be worried Scorpius? I care about you so much, more than you can possibly imagine. I just thought you could see that I love you..I mean I have known you since we were babies after all. You could excuse a girl for thinking that way.
And if that’s how you really feel, then I won’t be a bother to you anymore.
I know you do, Georgie; but I wasn’t thinking! I’m really sorry, I know I’ve apologized already but I don’t know what else to say. You’re only the person I’ve ever really cared about besides my mother, I should have… I just. You’re not a bother, G. Really. But maybe you’d be better without me, I don’t deserve a friend like you.
Please don’t joke about that, just don’t.
You thought I wouldn’t care? Wow S…I’m glad you think so little of me. You have no idea how miserable I was without you. You are the only other person I have at this school besides Reese. Do you not know how much you mean to me? Maybe..maybe I should stop caring all together.
O-Ok. I’m sorry. Just… I didn’t know what to say.
No! I just… thought you wouldn’t be worried. I know you’re the only one who cares about me. I’m selfish so when I left I didn’t think about you and how you’d feel, and I feel terrible for that. Oh… yeah? Maybe you should. I mean, you’d be better off without me, I’m a horrible friend.
Yes, what a tradgedy it would be to have you go away again for so long. I honestly don’t think Hogwarts could survive without you, Malfoy.
Well, Potter. You see, every school needs their own asshole. And I’m Hogwarts’. So it wouldn’t be the same if I had decided to never come back.
Well I would’ve said that I was curious as to your whereabouts. But that’s another way to put it.
You did, I’m flattered. Well, I was in a better place, but after a while I realized that all of you would miss me you I came back.
I’ve been just fine, and yourself?
You disappeared without saying anything, Scorpius. You were gone a whole month, no letters, nothing. I didn’t know if something bad happened to you or not and I think I deserve the right to be mad.
I am… dying. Nah, I kid, I kid. Well, I’m alright; been better.
I know and I’m sorry. I won’t tell you excuses, because I don’t have any. It’s just that… I had to go, I had to be away from everything, to clear my mind. And I just… I didn’t mean to not send you letters. I just thought no one would care… I mean, you do. But… I’m just going to shut up.